Intense Day
Worn thin, broken down, shattered into a million tiny pieces, and determined to pull myself back together.
Needing a break to re-connect, ground down, and surrender.
Sitting in a hammock, under an ancient Oak, and at Turkey Vulture soaring and perching height within the Palo Colorado canyon.
Listening to a chorus, and watching a flight show of Hummingbirds, Mountain Pigeons, Blue Jays, red Tail Hawks, and a number of other birds I cannot yet identify.
Surrounded by a wall of Eucalyptus, Redwoods, and Oak, with windows of the other side of the canyon, and down towards the mouth of the canyon.
Floating in a bed of native Ferns, California Fuscia, Douglas Iris, Forget-Me-Nots and Sages.
Hard not to surrender, dropping back into the infinitely fulfilling Universal support system, of which I am a part of.
Grateful for this true break from the mental monkey mind, the chittah vritti.
A flush of clarity shed light on what is true, and how to let go in order to let God manifest my highest potential.
Truth pouring out, relief washing over, strength and determination rushing in to help co-create the best outcome for all.
Gaining strength to pick myself up, point my self in the right direction, and letting go of the details with faith in the One.
Drunken with Self love, connecting with my pretty little grey kitty girl.
Snuggling, stroking, and loving leads to purring, play, and mutual heart fulfillment.
Sharing the moment and all it has to offer with the Universe, especially those energies who are against me.
Compassionate towards myself and everyone, especially those who are un-compassionate towards me.
Proud of myself for returning home to this peaceful place inside me again, after much hardship.
Honoring, and respecting me sacred heart for all it has been through and its current strong, and healthy state.
Grateful for all I have and for the ever pregnant moment of potential.
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